It sounds easy, but I cannot do it
I thought I was pretty sure that I can accept anything
But I was wrong.
I cannot accept this, I was not prepare for it yet
As I had raise my hope and expectations
But now, it’s all in vain.
As I sit here, waiting for the news to sink in
To accept it
And all I can say is that it hurts badly
It hurt so bad that it is hard to move on
For now it hurts,
But I hope, someday I will smile again.
For now let me be in pain
Let me get hurt
Let me cry
Let me miss him.
And console myself saying ‘He had lived a good life;
He is at better place than before’,
Remembering the last happy dream that i saw of him
Healthy and strong, with his peaceful smile;
Sure, it will be the last memory of him
And i do miss him.